Monday, August 25, 2008

Snack Bar Break

Outings are so much more fun when we can savor them through the children's eyes.
Lawana Blackwell, The Courtship of the Vicar's Daughter, 1998


So I have a very funny story to tell!

Adam and I went to Wal-Mart this evening. Adam turned down the chip isle to get us some chips to go with our salsa and this little boy who looked to be about 5-6 years old comes around the corner saying...butt cheek...butt cheek...butt cheek....he them walks by me and grabs my butt saying butt cheek....butt cheek.... kids are so funny!

The rest of our trip was spent walking around saying butt cheek...butt cheek...

We ran into a good friend who promptly went home and messaged me on facebook.com with butt cheek...butt cheek...

That made my day!

Never be too grown up so that you can't go around saying butt cheek butt cheek grabbing strangers butts!

J

Act IV

When your work speaks for itself, don't interrupt.
Henry J. Kaiser (1882 - 1967)

I hope my work speaks for itself...


Well, I have to tell you about my first week of classes! What a weird semester I am going to have. As I already told you, my monday class only meets until the end of september. Great! My Tuesday night class, Linguistics with the Tree Killer, (more on that later) only meets 5 out of 11 weeks and my Thursday class of course meets every time with tons of work. My Monday and Tuesday classes are being taught like an independent study class. The Tree Killer was telling us that this semester has the most students in Linguistics that ever has been. It's been independent study because it's only ever been but just 1 or 2 students. Oh well. She totally outdid herself this past week. I ususally see her walking down the hall with 2-3 paper grocery bags full of handouts but we were all shocked when we walked in and saw 6 bags full of handouts for the first night of class! I had to get a seperate folder just for her handouts in addition to the one I have in my spiral notebook. oh well....

I have tons of homework to do this week and am only half way done. I had to write a self-assessment paper and will attach it if you would like to read my life story and philosophy on education.

Peace out....going to help Adam with the yard

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Self-Assessment (I'm warning you it's long!)

Self-Assessment Paper
My name is Jessica Q. I am the oldest child of three. I am 26 years old. I have a sister, Jenny, who is 24 and a sister, Shelby, who is 8. I am married to Adam Q, age 26. We were married on May 21, 2005. I have a wonderful Mother-in-law, Father-in-law and 2 brothers-in-law. I grew up in Lubbock, TX most of my life. When I was in the 4th grade, my family moved to Flower Mound, TX. After one year, we moved back to Lubbock, TX because my Mother did not want to raise us away from our extended family that was here in Lubbock. Moving back was a great thing. I was raised around my Grandparents, Cousins, Aunts and Uncles. They were able to help me understand at an early age that family is the most important thing in life. We were always getting together for barbeques, birthdays and holidays. I love having a big family, 25 of us in all. We are still very close as we continue to grow, adding husbands, wives, nieces and nephews.

In life, my hobbies include being with my family and friends, reading and sleeping. I enjoy reading for fun, when I get the chance. I recently finished reading Tuesdays With Morrie. Every teacher should read it because it’s a great story of a relationship between a student and a teacher. I also enjoy playing poker. This is a new hobby of mine. My husband and I play every Sunday evening with friends. It’s an interesting hobby and one that challenges my brain unlike school work and we enjoy it. I say I enjoy sleeping because I value the time I get to spend in bed on Saturday mornings watching TV.

Like most girls, my work experience began when I started babysitting the kids next door. I would keep them for a few hours at night and soon learned that I got paid well to do this. All I had to do was watch TV while the kids slept. It was easy money! I started contributing to my retirement when I was 15. I got a job working at a brand new Italian fast food-like place in Lubbock called Fazoli’s. I enjoyed working there as a “bread girl” but the only drawback was I smelled pasta no matter where I went. The smell stuck in my nose and it soon turned into a not so fun thing. I worked there for a short time and moved on to work at United Supermarket. I started out bagging groceries and enjoyed doing that. I got a good tan in the summer and kept my skinny figure by being up and moving all the time. I worked for United for most of my high school career and began checking at the register my senior year.

High school was a normal experience for me. I was a good student; made mostly A’s and B’s. I was in the band all 4 years. I enjoyed playing my clarinet but enjoyed being on the flag line more. I loved the challenge of something different and that not everyone could do. I was soon spinning like the seniors and did very well. I was a captain on our flag line my sophomore year and loved every minute of it. Fall Guard was fun but Winter Guard was much more exciting! We got to travel to places like Dallas, Houston and even Ohio to compete against other guards. We were pretty good and it was a fun time in my life.

I entered college at Texas Tech University in the fall of 2000 as an English major. Following my experiences in high school, I joined the Goin’ Band from Raiderland. I was on the flag line there also and joined the band sorority, Tau Beta Sigma. Through this organization, I met my husband and my life long friends. Two years into college, I decided to change my major to business. Don’t ask me why, it seemed like a way to make a lot of money. After a year of business classes my third year at Tech, I decided that was not making me happy and left Texas Tech University.
During my time off, I worked a lot. I began working at Bath and Body Works and soon moved up in that company. I was encouraged by my mother to return to school and in the spring of 2006, I enrolled at South Plains College. I knew my passion was to be a teacher, and I was going to work toward that with everything I had. After taking every education class I could at SPC, I enrolled at Wayland Baptist University. That was the best decision I could have made. I am in my senior year and am so glad I went back to earn my degree in teaching. If I had not, I would not have been doing what I was meant to do, and that is to teach.

I have substitute taught and worked teaching an enrichment class and know this is where I am suppose to be. I will student teach in January of 2009 and graduate in June of 2009. I am very excited and feel that my determination and perseverance have help me get to where I am now.
When it comes to traveling, I am like most people I have traveled to all the states surrounding Texas. I have also traveled throughout the south and most of the 13 colonies. During my senior year in high school, I had the opportunity to travel to the US Virgin Islands to watch my Aunt and Uncle get married. It was a very unique experience that I wish to repeat some day. My husband and I took a cruise for our honeymoon that took us to places such as Cozumel, Grand Cayman, Belize, and Costa Maya, Mexico. On our trip we saw the aftermath of such hurricanes as Frances that hit in the beginning September of 2004 and Ivan that hit toward the end of September 2004. Grand Cayman was the worse hit and we could still see the small Caribbean island struggling to get back on its feet as a tourist destination.

When it comes to my work ethic and what I want to accomplish as a teacher, I am very hardworking and determined to succeed. Through my work at a local elementary school, I was able to attend many workshops that contribute to my understanding of teaching students. I have been privileged to hear speakers on topics including differentiated instruction, motivating students, new technologies, behavior management and special education programs. One of the conferences I went to last summer was about Positive Behavior Support (PBS), a program that motivates students to understand that their behavior contributes to their education. One of the speakers trains orca whales and has developed a motivational speech that pertains to students and animals. The speech was mainly about behavior and rewards in ‘training’ students. I was very interesting and I learned so much from his experience with whales.

Through my experiences I have learned that to be a good teacher you must be willing to try new things. To be a great teacher you must be innovative by creating challenging experiences for your students to discover learning. My philosophy is that of a progressive nature. I follow the theories of Dewey and Piaget. I believe children should have the opportunity to learn by doing and interaction. I believe that I can give my students information but until they do something with it, they do not fully understand it. I will create an understanding for my students by giving opportunities to interact with each other and the concept.

I also follow a constructivism approach in that my students are partners in their education. I will guide them toward understand by helping them form their own understand and opinions about their learning. I feel it’s very important for students feel they have the freedom and knowledge to come to their own conclusions and formulate their own understanding of material. They will achieve this in my classroom through free discussion and thinking. All viewpoints are important to me and will be encouraged in my room.

Many characteristics come together to make an impactful teacher. I feel that my personality traits will make me a good teacher. I am energetic, fun, spontaneous and creative. My personality will be my flair and finesse that my students will enjoy about being in my classroom. I will be open to new methods and innovations to teach my students. My goal in teaching will be that my students will succeed. Every child can succeed and any achievement, big or small, will be celebrated.

I am especially open to new technologies that will enhance my teaching. I enjoy working with programs, such as, Microsoft PowerPoint, Publisher and Word to create exciting lessons and handouts for my students. A skill that I cannot wait to use in my classroom is creating Web Quest activities that use the internet as a tool for gathering information and constructing a project. With the invention of things such as Smart Boards, new projectors, Dana Carts and CPS quizzing tools, classrooms have the opportunity to utilize technology that will equip our students with experiences that will benefit them in the coming years of their lives.
The preparation I have received from Wayland Baptist University has prepared me to be a great teacher. With graduation just around the corner, all of my hard work is coming to a great culmination that will springboard me into a life long career of teaching and learning. Soon I will be doing what I was meant to do in life, teaching others.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Intermission

One of the most sublime experiences we can ever have is to wake up feeling healthy after we have been sick.

Rabbi Harold Kushner


Jesus, when will this day come! I've been sick for too long. Ever year, I have bad allergies, thanks mom and dad for that!

My body is so drained from the busy schedule I keep that I can't get well until I have time to rest. Adam's parents are coming in over the Labor Day weekend and I'm looking forward to spending relaxing time with them and getting some rest.

I started my last semester in a classroom (as a student) last night. This semester I am going Monday, Tuesday and Thursday plus an online class (shirt load of work!!!). I'm excited! My monday night class only meets 6 times!! I'll be done by the end of September with one class! It's the one that has you write a resume, conduct interviews and do end of degree testing! MAPPS test?? who knows! I will take practice PPR tests and content area tests so, wish me luck! I get to sign up for graduation in October so, put it on your calendars, Jessica's actually gonna graduate in June of '09!! The class I have tonight is not going to be fun. I'm taking that one english teacher no one wants to take because she's old and slow. We will be there until 10:00, I'm sure. Every time I see her walking down the hallway, she has two giant paper bags full of paper. We all say that she kills 2 trees a day with her paper passing out OCD. We'll see, I'll be sure to bitch about it if I do have to stay til 10 on the 1st night of class.

Debt: sucks....
Being broke: sucks more....

Here are some of my solutions to this problem:

-Turn tricks on my street corner (Illegal, I think)
-Pimp Abbey out
-Sell all our stuff on Craigs List (kidding)
-Call the Dr. Phil show
-Sell my gall bladder on the black marker in India
-Call the President
-Sell Ringo
-Walk to work to save on gas (yeah right I'd have to leave at like 3 in the morning)
-Call China for a loan
-Join an online support group
-Start one of those chain letters saying that you send a dollar to everyone on the list and your name is added to the next list and people send you money (yeah!)
-Move to Mexico (everything's cheeper in Mexico and we'd be closer to Adam's parents!!)
-Continue going to class and finish this freaking degree, graduate and make real Adult Money!! (That's the one)!

Going to class. Holla at ya boy!

J.

Monday, August 11, 2008

Act III

Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives.

William Dement, in Newsweek, 1959

Do you ever have those crazy dreams that you killed your whoever...., talked to your dog, swam in a bowl of cheerios, turned into a rock....let me know....it's great!

Great weekend! Had a small garage sale on saturday to earn some money to go out with my sister and her friends on saturday night! Talk about desperate!

Played poker on sunday and I've decided I'm not good at it anymore. It sucks! I feel that everyone I play with knows I suck and they take advantage of that. Some jerk kept checking to me and acting like he didn't have anything and beat me with a freaking flush to take me out! Don't be like that! I guess that's how the game goes though...I learned something and maybe I will do better! I don't care to qualify this time because Adam's parents will be here for the next tourney and I want to sit with them and watch.

I just tooted and Abbey looked at me funny! hahah!

Adam and I decided that we want to have some kids and raise them as athletes. We will train one of them in shooting, one of them in curling and one of them in darts (I know it's not a sport yet but by the time we have kids it will be). We feel that with those sports and about $100 bucks a year in training, we will have olympic athletes.

Has anyone noticed how hot Michael Phelps is??? Wow... I mean...he's a great athlete! Actually he's amazing! We just watched him set another World Record and Olympic Record!Did anyone see where Kerry Walsh (Beach Volleyball) went to spike the volleyball and lost her wedding ring?? FUNNY STORY......not so funny story....

Okay Friday, Adam and I went to Crystal's apartment with Israel to watch the opening ceremony. To keep our interest, we took a shot of apple pucker everytime a country walked in with 3 or less athletes...it was funny!
Anyway, I had some to drink and when I do, my hands swell so I took off my wedding ring and thought I placed it in my purse (like I do often)....
The next day, I woke up and could not find my ring! I woke Crystal up, turned my house and bed (literally) upside down and almost tore out the seats of my car. I was on the verge of crying when Adam got home. He went over all my steps and looked everywhere I had looked. We were in the garage talking about the insurance we have on it and if it's enough to replace it if we must when ......dah dah dha dDAHHHH!!! Adam had a thought!
"Hey Honey, didn't you go get the mail when we got home and picked up that tennis ball and played with it"
We walked slowly scanning the area from the garage to the mailbox....I walked over to Adam's truck which is slightly off center of the road in front of our house and ....there it was! I guess instead of putting it in my purse I put it in my pocket and it must have fallen out when I was playing with the tennis ball in the middle of the street! I am a very lucky gal and am so glad it was not injured! Not even a scratch!

I think it has something to do with my good dead from you know who for helping that woman at the dollar store pay for her bleach. thanks dude!

J

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Act II

Education is a progressive discovery of our own ignorance.

Will Durant (1885 - 1981)

Quote is fitting....I finished my last final for this semester about an hour ago. It's so relieving! It's been a tough semester. I'm getting very close to being done and I'm excited! I have this fall (august - october), take off the winter term because I'm done with course work and student teaching in Janurary! I am going to do very well this semester. One B is reported and two A's are on the way. I am going to brag on myself for a minute...I just calculated my GPA and I'm at a 3.6! I think that will look good on my resume! In the past three years I've only made 6 B's and one C! Moving on....

I am so tired today! I have worked very long hours outside with my girls and I finally have a day off! Tomorrow I am going to try to sleep in but I bet I wake up at 7 because it's what my body is used to. Today was tough...it's hard keeping the balance between teacher and friend in my situation. There are some teacher things I cannot do and some friend things I have to do to keep them working for me. I struggled today and got my first hs girl attitude and backtalking. We talked about it and I think next week will be better. I feel better about my job with them now and tried to make it fun today and it was!

I am off work next week and like Steve, I have a to-do list: here goes:

Make a to-do list (Thanks Larry)
Clean our bedroom
Clean guest room
Gather all garage sale stuff in the garage (Garage Sale on Aug. 16th at my sister's house)
Watch all DVR events that have been on there for over a month and delete them
Wash my car
Clean out my car
Wash Adam's truck
Clean out Adam's truck
Give Abbey a bath
Discover the cure for cancer while rummaging through my garage
Clean out the fridge
Sit on my couch and drink the bottle of wine I bought a month ago
Meditate
Read a book...FOR FUN (Tuesday's with Morrie)
Visit my grandparents (Mother's side-of course)
Get my hair cut
Go to bed before the sun
.....that's about it.....


Oh no....it's 8:51pm, I am going to go to bed early tonight!!

Good night and God bless! xoxo

J

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Act I

"Where so many hours have been spent in convincing myself that I am right, is there not some reason to fear I may be wrong?"

Jane Austen- English novelist (1775 - 1817)

In starting this blog, I don't know if anyone will read it but we shall see. Right now it serves the purpose of distracting me from doing work on a final project I have due tomorrow. We will see what other kind of purpose it can serve as it develops.

I have one-third of my finals completed for this week. Last night I took my English Lit. final (the last english lit class I will ever have to take God willing) and managed to pass the class with a B. Back in my days at TTU, that would have been fine but here lately (the last two years), that is not so cool. I was bummed but I guess that's what I get for only reading half of the required material. I did manage to read all of Jane Eyre and all of Paradise Lost but slacked on the small stories.

I have a final presentation tomorrow night in which I have to teach a lesson for 30 minutes. Should not be hard, that's why it's okay to slack right now. My last final is on Thursday and it will be a fun one, I think. It's classroom management and we have only had one assignment for the past 11 weeks and have had no previous tests. I don't know what to expect but my professor said bring a pen and your favorite sonic drink, I'll bring the pizza. Should not be too difficult.

I'll let you know, blog.

I am on week 2 of summer band and cannot believe I'm so out of shape. I feel that I'm too fat to be doing this job anymore and should quit. One of the girls called me lazy today. and I responded with I get paid to do this. I fear that's what it's become, a paycheck and nothing else. I am not going to teach guard anymore after this season. I think I've hit a rut and can't find excitement in it anymore. Part of it is that the fun is gone because a good friend is not there anymore. But he's off to bigger and better things! Oh well....maybe I will work harder tomorrow and try to sweat off some of this summer blubber.

I have been blessed the past few weeks! Friends have had babies! I bought so many boy clothes for Caden that when Michael came, I knew just what to get him and when Lani was born!!!! OH BOY...GIRL ...I was very excited to buy girl stuff! I hope everyone is happy and all the bundles of joy are so totally cute! Another blessing is that a great friend moved back to the LBK. She has been away for a long time and I wish so much that I could go spend every minute with her shopping and going out to eat like we used to. I am always so tired and busy....I must make time.

Life at home is great. Adam and I finally got to get that nasty carpet out of our living room. We worked very hard to save money and put in a new hardwood floor a few weeks ago. I'm obscessed with cleaning it and can't wait to have people over....if I can just find the time. I think I took for granted my alone time that I've had for most of the summer and miss it. Maybe I am lazy...

Time to go now, this has taken up an hour of my time and I'm done. Time to get some homework done.

Good luck and goodnight.