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That's about how I feel right now. Blah......


I had a wonderful birthday and I knew that I was going to crash sometime...it happen yesterday. I had a blast! A few friends and I went to a new piano bar in town. It was fun. (Details removed here after re-reading....go figure that something happen to upset me on my birthday......) I am more pissed at those who are very close to me....family......that did not even call to say happy birthday.....Oh well, one of them, I'm used to and I guess I should not expect much out of him but the other one surprised me.... I had been so sick and partied a little too hard and disrupted my recovery so I am paying for that now. I have been held up in bed for a day and a half and about to bust out! But, I don't feel good. I'm sick of being sick.

I had an awful dream last night! My dream was about school. I was taking a spelling class (?) and some sort of biology class and FAILED THEM AND HAD TO PUSH MY GRADUATION BACK!! Super bad dream. I woke up and for a minute I thought it was true!! Oh well. I'm having a hard time finding things to keep myself busy. The sub jobs have super slowed right now and I'm lucky if I"m working 3 days a week. Should I get a part time job?? I just feel they would not hire me because I would have to be gone the week of Christmas. We will make it work! or at least try. I am getting so sick of sitting around the house not doing anything. I need some excitement in my life!

Okay well, I'm going to go back to doing what I've been doing all day.....nothing.


It's only Monday but I am very much looking forward to a great weekend of kicking some OU butt and hanging with my great friends!! Part 3 will be the best ever!!!